I Took The Road Less Traveled By

"Two roads diverged in a wood,
And I - I took the one less traveled by.
And that has made all the difference. "

Yes, when I found out I am pregnant I made a choice and took the road less traveled by. I am keeping the child. No matter what. 

When the news reached all the members of my family, I was seen as a disgrace. And, I know I can't blame them for how they see me now. I was raised as a devout Catholic. I never lacked guidance. I have the best parents who had given me all freedom to explore the world knowing that I can be trusted because they know that I know what my limitations are. I have solid foundation as far as moral background is concerned. I must confess: This is all on me. 

I know it's not going to be easy with my present condition - unstable in all aspects (physically, financially and emotionally). I must confess: I was weak. I was vulnerable. I was careless. And I am unprepared for these consequences.Of all, I am not ready to give up all the youthful things I planned to do as a twenty-something, as a young professional. 

But, I must also confess: This is not unwanted. It may change the priorities I have. However, surely, this is not my end. This is the start of a life with a new hope. This is not my downfall. I am just at rest, regaining more drive to be better.

03/15/10