Please

You win.

Just please. Let me take my boy home with me.

And, we will never bother you again. You can live your life as you please.

Envious

Nowadays, I no longer envy those who have much of the most coveted things I wanted. Instead, I am longing to have someone to share a real relationship with. Yes, that kind of relationship that does not hide, evade, elude, forsake and wander. One that stays and will make me stay. One that will take time to listen and share.

Love is not everything in a relationship. That I am certain. There’s respect. There’s trust. There’s time. There’s responsibility. And then, there’s the future. Where am I headed?

Becoming Indifferent

I don't really know what's happening to myself. What I do know is that I have been an escape artist the past days. Most times, I chose to not feel anything. To ignore. To just let whatever thing be. To not care. To not be affected. To become indifferent. It's a lot easier than giving a damn to things and people who do not even care themselves. So, why should I?

My choice was simple. To be stress-free. Ergo, be indifferent and uncaring.

Confession

"We fear the consequences of confession because we've yet to experience the consequences of concealment." Very true. :)